hello...


got nth to blog about....li hui wan me to blog...so here i am....

have alot of test this week...+ my erhu teacher wan us learn a super hard song by this week n muz show her results by next week if not she will throw us out...

stress

i was wondering wad called frenz...

are they suppose to care for u .... or are u suppose to care for them

well...i duno...but i wan frenz, in my definiton...as those who cares for me...and i care for them too...

those who say they are my best fren yet show nothing when i'm sad, when i cry...yet whenever u are unhappy, i'll be dere for u...is that fair? it is not...why can't u juz care more for me...a little little action can cheer me up.BUt u dun bother. U care about him more than u care about me. u said that im ur best fren.When u were sad, i stayed up late n chatted with u, when u wanted me to ask ur precious him how he felt, i helped you,,n now i have become enemies with ur HIM...n u don even do anything...i've made an enemy BECAUSE of u...because i helped u...becos u are my fren.yet u chose not to do anything juz not to oofffend ur HIM...is that fair?i wonder if he is more important then me...in ur heart, i really duno...u made me sad...u made me cry...but i dun think u will even care...i dun think u will evr read this...cos u never come to my blog...once maybe...twice maybe...but never more...if u ever read this..tell me that i have misunderstood. tell me that im wrong...i'll be happer.


-frantic ness....complicated-

thanku to those who cared for me when i was sad, who stood up for me when i was being maglined or insulted...thank u to those who were honest with me...i love u all...u all are my TRUE frenz...=)

WHAT do u actually care for,i duno...i dun think i will ever know. I dun understand u,,,