sighh

had reunion dinner
and something set me thinking...amidst our conversation...
tu ran fa xian zi ji hao shi bai

hmm
one sister with imba braincells...du shen me dou hen go fen
another with imba leadership skills...never fail to lead well
and me...hmm
really cant think of anything great that ive achieved...

nehh

im not feeling inferior...
its just...
muni...if they can do it..then so can u.
why are u freaking out before every test?
why are u even afraid of the tests
where are ur confidence?
where is ur fighting spirit?

why am i cowering just because of a few setbacks..
kay not a few...
quite alot.
thinking of how many tests ive failed this year
why are u letting urself getting such lousy grades?
why are even feeling afraid.
why are u letting urself feel demoralised?
wheres the muni that i know.
the one who refuses to resign to fate?

stop saying u tried very hard
u know u didnt
thats why you emo almost everynight
when u realise that u cant concentrate at all
why?
because u are afraid.
u are afriad of gettin sad again becuase u cant seem to score well
stop goign online and hope for ur frens to cheer u up
yupe they can
but only for that night

u will never be happy until u fulfil ur own expectations of urself...
u know urself too welll
u proud creature who places so high hopes in urself
where is that confidence?

stop cowering
face the fact

u still have 15 days?
u can do it.

i know u can
face it
if u cant achive what u wan urself to achieve
then dun even think of wanting to achieve it
u cant rite?
so make sure u achieve it

u must be happy
and make the people who care for u to be happy

so prove to urself.
that u can do it.

stop saying uve tried
cos i know ure just afriad to fail

STOP saying and thinking u cant do it

SHOW UR FIGHTING SPIRIT
and find back the confident muni that i once know
dun emo like some ninnynanny when ure not even trying

yes im angry with u
U.
i know u dun like it
so prove to me u can do it.
im waiting

for the smile that comes right frm ur heart
instead of forcing one just to show ppl that ure happy cos u dwan them to be sad.

u stupid ninny nanny


RARR

COME BACK



prove urself

JIAYOU