新不了情
心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
愿来世还能再度拥抱
爱你的人如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了


all thanks to eileen. i think im addicted to it le
i keep singing last few sentences
ahhh

zomm
kay jixun
i still like da zu more
nehhhnanipoopoo
dun care
and i think walking to buona mrt has trained me in walking long distances
and finding them short
i remember when i was sec 1.i tot that walking to the bus stop is a long way
=.= today, i find it
super short XD

yay tmr dazu
hope it will be good
chan ge!

ahh i had a terrible nightmare lastnight
i remembered someone told me
if u have nightmares, you must say it out so it wonc ome true
i haven told anyone yet
SO IM TYPING IT OUT NOW PLEASE HELP ME BY READING IT OVER N OVER AGAIN
so it won come true

AHHH IT WAS 2 NIGHTMARES IN ONE NIGHTMAREEEE
cos it happened in the same place, as one of my another older nightmares =(
So scaryyy
yessh and so.this time
it was the renovated version this time ( of the place where i had one of mynightmares)
thennn i was walking with someone through the place
then the person was showing me the renovation stuffs ( i think it was cos i was excited about the new school =.= )
thenn
SUDDENLY
it became very dark
then my mind told me that.ive been living in that place for a very long time
AND THAT PLACE
HAS 2 DOORS goodness sake
and i was doing maths ont he sofa
then there was 2 very pretty balloons
then i remember one of it was very cute
then i was thinking how cute it is
WHEN THE BALLOONS SUDDENLY BURST
THEN THERE WAS THIS VERY SCARY SCREAM that sounded outside my house
AND SIMULTANEOUSLY there was thunder and it started to rain heavily
ahhh =( zom im feeling the creeps
thennn i rememeber one of the balloons pieces fell on me
it was the one that i tot it was very cute =(
so i swept it away
but it got stuck on my HAND!!!!
then i rememberi panicked
and tried to shake it away
then there was this strong gust of wind
and my worksheets flew to the floor( isit because i haven completed all the sets in the maths hw??!! wthh...)
then! i decided to close the door first
then i peered outside
and i dun seem like living on the 7th floor.it felt like 4th floor or 3rd floor
then there was not a single human outside the road.
and i got super scared.
and for the first time. i wanted to shut myself frm the rain outside the house
then i closed the door
and the whole house became damn dark
then suddenly
there was another door
then there was 2 shoes that were holding the door in place
so i closed it too
then when i closed it
i duno why but i felt very scared =X
thenn suddenly i was super scared
andi wanted to go to my room to sleep
THEN I REALISE
WHY IS MY ER JIE NOT HOME YET! its so late
then i got super worried
and keep asking myself if my er jie has reached home
then suddenly i think i woke up =X
then i go super freaked out
and i wondered if my er jie is really home
then i opened my eyes
AND MY ER JIE IS NOT IN HER BED
AHHHH super freaked out
then i heard her yawning outside the room
omgggg
heng sia
AHH it was super scaryy
=X i duno why i felt so scared too

ahhh i hope i won have anymore nightmares
i shld try to analyse my dreams.
so now.
i know i feel guilty cos i haven complete all 3 sets of maths.
i am excited about tanjong rhu
BUT WHY 2 BALLONS AND 2 DOORS AND SCREAMS
AHHH
and why was i so scared
ahhhh
=X
kayy
please read this over n over again
so i won dream of it again
i seldom get so freaked out
=(
ahhh

i shall find something funny to read now
byebye.
i dwan to have the same nightmare.
idwantofeelscarednlostninsecuredandvulnerable
baituo.
=(
ah

goodnite.