tired

very very very very very tired

haha

physically and psychologically

therefore

im really tired

hahaha

today

is a nice day ba

im reflective today

hahaha

:D

watched tui shou during chinese

its one of Li An's san bu qu

acc to li lao shi

it hink that show is very very very meaningful

zomm i was nearly goignt o cry at one of the part

where the son was apologising to the father in the jail cell

its a verynice show

:D

on cultural differences/ clashes

loss of traditions?

kinship?

and many more ba

but i got super reflective afterwards

theres too much stuffs to reflect after watching that show

:D

and they have many nice sentences

but i cant remember them

shall try searching for it next time

没有人能够完全了解一个人

因为那简单的两个笔画

还挺复杂的 

人生，如烟

何必去执著着自己不能控制的事

i shant care if im useless or useful 

to anyone or anything

because

from now onwards

i will just work hard and be someone that i will want to be

and cherish every single happy thing that lies ahead, waiting for me

theres no point in being sad over something for a very very long time

because time will pass, and you're the only human who can decide if u want to allow the event to pass

i shall set time limits for me to feel sad, for every single stuffs thats worth for me to be upset over

and i shall learn to forgive myself for every single disappointment that ive given to myself

and i will stop hoping for stuffs to happen if they are beyond my control

because somehow it always makes me unhappy

i shld only place expectations on myself

because other people has their way of living their lives

and theres no point for me to be angry or disappointed in people's decisions

反正

我看到别人开心

我就会开心了

所以

有时该牺牲自己的利益

让大家开心一点

im quite shocked by myself on thursday

to think. =X

i manage to take it lightly...

in the past, i would have brooded over it

and maybe emo for a whole day

but that few sentences just popped out and i felt better

hoho

i think they felt better when they saw that i wasnt upset over it anymore

so

yupe!

must stayy happy so that people around me will be happy

jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou

hoho

if this goes on

o.o

its quite scary o.o

but its a good way of motivating urself to be happy

yay

one should love yourself more

so that people dun have to worry about u

haha

and i realise

i really dun like to talk much now =.=

its quite rare to admit that i dun like to talk

so maybe the moon is blue today

but i really think

i prefer to be with a human

that talks non stop

than be with one

whom i have to be the one to talk non stop

i realise

i look forward to every friday night

becos it would meant dinner with yunzhen and wan ying

and yunzhen will talk non stop

and i would be contented to listen and listen and listen

and at the end of the day

i will be very happy

haha

:D

:D

and i realise

out of my music play list of 119 songs

i only like 20 plus songs

and i always skip the rest of the songs

conclusion

i shld update my playlist

XD

:D

kay its too much words for a tired person

there goes my reliability 

i love chinese lesson, maths lesson, history lesson

i enjoy reading bio textbook

i enjoy LA lectures

i like ace too

i love my class more and more

theres too many cute people inside

i love my good frens

imiss qianting and her horrible laughter

i like to say zao an to linda and emily every morning

and sometimes jing wen and alissa

and yao peijun would always give me the o.o u're crazy look :D

i like to listen to yunzhen talk

and sijin's =.= expression

and wanying's silent aura

and zongyi is forever irritating

and jauloong is getting more and more seh

woohoo

and esther and nyeinnn

xyz must jiayou

our product of teamwork

we must jiayou jiayou jiayou

everyday has a happy thing or two

and hence

i love my life :D

我要继续努力

用心，努力的把每件事

都做的最好

yay

心

做什么事都要  用心